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Well I’ve begun my day in a bad mood. Went to work and it got worse. I couldn’t be happy with everything being my fault and then being taken advance of. I’m tired of it. Its coming to the point where i want to isolate myself. I can’t help butt cry myself to sleep. I’m in so much pain. I lost the only friend i had because he wanted to be my only Boyfriend but i just couldn’t bree with I’ve guy. I just couldn’t new alone. Why am i so stupid. I miss him. I’m crying for him. I have no one to talk to. No one to help me get over these thoughts of pain

I have been on this journey since little but as i get older it get worse. My depression is leading me to think about killing myself. I’ve cut off mostly all my friends and i’m running away the only boyfriend who I’d trying to care. I just don’t know what else to do. Kill me